So I went to the gym as planned today but all the ellipticals were taken so I decided to jump on the treadmill to get warmed up....bad idea! I feel like I'm falling apart!! Both my ankles were aching! So after half a mile I decided to take a potty break and see if there might be any freed up when I was done....luckily one did! I changed things up a bit though. I was supposed to do 2-3 miles of cardio abs and lower body, but I ended up doing abs and 6 miles of cardio burning over 600 calories :)
Today was pretty emotional though. Our family has had some issues with my older brother ever since he got married and its been really hard on everyone. Its been almost two years since we've all been together and I just cant take it anymore! So I decided to take the 1 hour round trip out to his house and confront him. It wasn't as harsh as I thought it was gonna be, but it still hurt. Ive been crying about it all morning and ever since I drove away. But I know that what I did was right and that I planted a seed. So I will continue to try to make things right and I know that my Dad will help me fix our family.
Tomorrow I'm working all day then going out to my best friends house so I wont be working out at the gym. Luckily she has an Ab Circle as well so Ill jump on that for a few minutes to keep up with my routine :) I haven't figured out yet if Ill be doing anything special Saturday cause my mom and sister wanna hang out, so we will just have to see. I don't know if I will weigh myself tomorrow but I'm sure the curiosity will get to me. I feel great though and I put on my size 13 jeans with no problem today :) I'm really hoping they'll start to feel baggy on me soon!!
So I'm keeping my hopes and doing the best I can. Praying every night that God will give me strength and guidance :)
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